Sunday, January 08, 2006

Food:
Eat chicken wings n chicken like xiao
eat n eat - stufff in fridge- js grab n eat
[gluttony]

Smoke smoke

drink beer on one day
n whiskey on the other

- k lar i guess nt nearly
tt bad...

oh yar- Porn porn watch watch n watch
n u noe wat...
[lust]

course- no spiritual stuff watsoever save
philosophical preponderance once in a while

ON THE OTHER HAND-

Have- eaten healthly-
watch watch diet-
but defn to limited extent

have - no coffee no alcohol watsoever

excercsied

of course- no sexual gratification watseover too-
no porn no nothing-

n the whole christian pursuit in swing

its nt healthy to swing fr wt seems 2 b one extreme
to the other- altho the "bad" extreme isnt tt bad,
in some people's eyes- but defn nt heatlhy-
ironically i think a swinger's lifestyle - go fuck ard
is at least "healthier"than stayin at home n imbibing
drink n virtual sex

*growlss

How how - can one... can I simply chooose
which one i prefer n NIKE regardless of feelings
n impulses-
control of the mind
hmmm
i think id do better wif DIRECTING the mind
to influence the body
rather than telling the mind do A do B

gosh- i havent grown up at all
wats with this adolescent grumbling?

sa...
owariowari...